Meds are here!

The meds arrived at my work today and its taking everything in me not to tear the box open to see what is in store for me. But, I am making myself wait until I get home for obvious reasons.

Al and I met with our attorney last night for 2 hours and reviewed the 46 page contract! I was really impressed by our attorney's knowledge and experience (she has gone through IVF multiple times herself) and has worked with both IP's and surrogates in the past. Unfortunately, there were a number concerns on the contract that require further discussion. This is all making me very uneasy since there are so many "what if's" and horrible scenarios to consider. I hate this part! It is scary to think of everything that can happen and to try to make sure we are protecting ourselves and our family as much as possible so our children are not suffering in any way from my decision to do this. Obviously, my kids are the most important thing and I want to make sure they will grow from this experience- not suffer from it. I am hopeful that we all can work through the issues in a positive way.

Also, our dinner on Sunday with R & S is being rescheduled. We are bummed because we were looking forward to something positive after getting through the contract but now it will have to wait. Hopefully everything will work out so we can move forward as planned.